- seperate ways -

this few days, its been really tough for me.
besides having to decide on my future, i have to cope with the fact that - everyone has their own journey to walk by the end of this month.

29th JUNE 2008

hate this date.

emo-ing for 2 nights already. (with the help of my mp3)
what i've learned? NEVER LISTEN TO MP3 MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT on BED.
no matter what song, tears just roll down without control....

flashback of those wonderful memories with my BUDDIES.
one scene... and another.
LAUGHTER or even sad moments.

To all my buddies,

not long after, i know we will hang out with our new groups of friends.
sincerely hope : we stay as buddies forever. never forget what we went through. i fear that someday, we might turn into those individuals who walk pass and just say HI. But i trust our friendship. This will never happen to us right?

i would like to dedicate this song to all my buddies.

我们的故事 by Tension
(go dl this song, cant find tell me! read the lyrics...)

在你左右 还要多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
YEAH.......
握紧的手 不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流
我必须要走
要记得
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃 因为有一天缘份会继续
一定会继续

我知道你寂寞
一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛
没有你叫我怎么活
身边充满诱惑
不坚定就容易犯错
你是否能看见未来的收获
你愿意再耐心等候

我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃 因为有一天缘份会继续

让我们一起演完

~hope u guys will remember our story always!!~
all the BEST everyone!!!!!!!!

17/06/08

哇! 天气好热哦~~

just dropping by.
while waiting for my drama-命中注定我爱你 to load..


very sleepy. went chor oon house for breakfast this morning.
the GREAT oon cooked PAN MEE leh. hahah.


one word : yummy! (haha. trac, dun jealous k?)

anyone else wanna make breakfast/lunch/dinner for me? will be glad. hehe=p

eh.. why lar you tube so slow. i wanna finish it quick so i can take a nap before going to Ampang-Look Out Point tonight. haihz.

i go call you tube manager now. COMPLAINT~ ciao.

holiday where where??

ahh! finally chase my cousin away from her com. hahah. updating in johor now. evening. waiting for time to pass.

o. got interrupted! grandma passed a chocolate bar - ghirardelli??? how to pronounce it. whatever. shall eat while typing. hah!

eh..eh...quite yummy. i have no idea what to blog about! lalalalalalalala. shall go check my flickr see see got any pics.

HOHO!!! found one. YEE LIAN's birthday cake.



next next!!

pic of me getting ready to butterworth trip.



goodness. it reminds me how hot is the weather that afternoon. me and ming sze have to walk along petaling street carrying our heavy bags to get this ~


i'm impressed with the BA GUA packing nowadays. no more red-pink plastic bag!

hot hot hot!!! guess where we stopped b4 heading towards Pudu station?


very easy la. i'm sure jess loke is a super fan of it. haha.

what else?? erm.. oh yeah! the bus driver. CRAZY feller. NO NEED to STOP for rest ( what i meant was toilet + food ) luckily, some girls sitting behind us couldn't stand and ran to tell the bus driver. haha.. for a 5 hour++ journey he just stop ONCE! mana boleh tahan......... *--*

my refreshment? poor kid la. "look!"




haihzz.

meet ming sze's COUSINS!

oops. i forgot to put chuan pic into my flickr. nvm. still got his sisters.


this one very AI MEI... forever taking pics of herself too! super scary.


this wan leh.. mischievous like hell la.

oooohh. MISS ER ER. tmr is ur birthday!! hahah.. happy birthday! *winkx*
thanks for inviting me to ur birthday party. last week.


at KFC!

ur friends are so cute.. until they start attacking the (what is the name of the KFC doll?) haha.

omg..........

terrible terrible~~

i forgot which day we went to a shopping mall.
all i can say is : butterworth ppl dun like to shop.
i'm serious. the mall is as beautiful as SUNWAY pyramid. BUT there is no one inside. goodness me.. we dont even dare to walk in a shop coz all the workers are starring at u!! like they never see customer before. AAAAAHHHHH~ nvm. so we decided to watch a movie. AND GUESS WHAT!

THE HUGE+NEW+clean CINEMA is empty!!!


want to find a ghost also cant...

just now was the place u buy popcorns and coke. let me show u the place they sell tickets.

told u. where is all the HUMANS?

forgot to add. they have a BIG toilet. Due to the lack of usage, they even have to close few doors to save on cleaning expenses.


hahaha. this brings me back to yesterday! went watch KUNGFU PANDA in summit USJ.
well, i'll give the show 7/10. There's quite a number of funny scenes. Even the kungfu stuns looks real. And, the panda is FAT! = there is no secret recipe! = still can be so fat? aiks.

next movie i'm waiting : mummies! and batman.. WOOHOOO!!! till then. =p

~ count down ~

hehe. no need to wonder what i'm counting down. let me enlighten u straight.

i left seven days of teaching life!!!

seven. omg. i really thought i will at least miss my students or the "fun" of teaching. but NOPE. haihz. guess i wasn't meant to be a great teacher. i know that "the pig" keep reminding me how i used to fill up the space of my ambition 13 years ago. THAT TIME I WAS STILL YOUNG ok! [at least teacher is WAY better than scientist]

no worries. at least now i'm 100% sure that i'll never step into the teaching field. (suddenly... something came across my mind = NEVER SAY NEVER!) ah. shit.

anyway!! haha. last friday was HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!
got more than 40 presents. damn happy. haha. in just half a day, the present i got is MORE than those added up since i was born. WHAT??

Take A look...


really appreciate it! thanks alot.

monday was public holiday. how did u guys spent it??
i'm really proud having CAROL as my friend.
seriously. SHE DONATED her BLOOD!!!! oh. haha.. but she had a great time even though she is losing blood. RIGHT??? hehe.. ( naughty wood and "whole brain" )

THUMBS UP!


can u see MISS CAROL LEE?
if u cant, simply knock ur head on the wall 10 times. u should be able to see after that. =p

david cook or david archuleta?? vote wisely america!! as if i know which one is a wiser choice la.. HAH!

retirement

at the age of 56
the time where most ppl get to live their life doing EVERYTHING except WORKING.
how fun~

from a chinese proverb : 时间如流水 ( time is like a running water )
i've been working as a teacher for 4 months. aiks. its not a very long period BUT it isn't short. i've learn alot. definately. how to handle my emotions. 2 more months left. *sigh* i guess i'll remember this 6 months of my life forever.

this afternoon, attended the retirement luncheon of the headmaster of sjk(c) chee wen. sentimental. haha.



well, not really.
*smile*



haha. the food i will give 7/10. not bad actually. take a look at our menu!


alot of expensive sea foods. YUMMY.

kakaka. omg. guess who we saw?
my ex-lick hung headmistress!!!! ohhhh. hahahaha.



she's really sweet (now)


change topic

went pyramid with ming sze later in the evening.
oh my. i start to love shopping. haihz. how i wish i'm RICH. as in u buy things without looking at the price tag. good enough adi. haihz. my aim/goal from now on : study hard to get job that PAYS WELL.

gosh. i really hate the part where it is the time to EAT.
after one hour of discussion------->>> pizzahut.



oh. coolest thing we did today! right b4 we leave pyramid :


haha. so fun!! i love that "kodak stall" now. hehehehe!


change topic AGAIN

while i was clearing up my cupboard... i found this two very special thing.


i think i got this like 10 years ago. (so cute lar. happIE birthdAE) i just cant remember who gave it to me~

BUT.. hehe. my BUDDY!! ley yeem! i found urs too!!


hahaha. i love u.


*yawns*..... time to bed.

staying cool~

walau.......

plz save the environment.
feel the whether ppl. omg. i'm MELTING.
even a short walking distant from GIANT to Summit, I CANT stand it. AH!

was having fever last few days. damn. cant even look at something without blinking my eyes twice. BLUR images.. thanks for those who are concern. i'm feeling much better now. =p

as the matter of fact, i'm sitting in my computer room. 34*c . chatting to jess bout "gossip girls, amerian idol and a conto drama " haha.. suddenly, i start to admire jay chou. listening to the song "qing hua qi" [should be]. really a nice song.

again. fighting with jess about which david is cuter/hotter. hahahaha.

haihz. right now, i have to start thinking HOW to train my students for PERTANDINGAN BERCERITA. arrgh. headache. headache. i miss kimi raikkonen. hahaha. sorry. those come out from nowhere.

keep telling myself to cheer up! CHEER UP! i'm going back dancing in just 2 weeks time ( due to "renovation" ) haha. be patient girl.

the end of april. i'm getting my pay soon. GLAD~~ muahaha.


listening to : christine glass ~ my love will get you home

zero four - zero four - zero eight

holiday!! no work. *wicked smile*

how i spent my BEAUTIFUL day?? muahahahah.

woke up watch canto-drama (赌场风云) damn nice.
i'm so in-love with that actor inside. for ur information, his name is MIU KIU WAI. omg. damn good-looking. haha. =p

after forcing myself to turn off the DVD player, went Summit with Trac.
guess what? she's getting contacts!!! haha. i'm kinda excited when we first reached that optic shop. imagine it ok?



look at those cute glasses! hehe.

*punch punch*

hahah. coming up next is a pic of dear trac TRYING HARD to put in the contact lens.



doesnt she look like a PRO? arrgh!! this scene i cant even take count HOW MANY TIMES it repeated!! almost an hour for her just to put that small little transparent thing into her eye. ( one eye - the other took another 15 minutes )

Finally, both sides are in! HURRAY!! *rejoice*

suddenly...

Sales person : amoi, sekarang u cuba keluarkan boleh?? nanti pakai balik.

omg.. *faint*

hahah. laugh ppl LAUGH!

next, went shopping for clothes and shoes!

*testing testing*


a dress for me


a top for trac

*blink blink*

now change venue! PYRAMID.



what we bought most today? SHOES!! 4 pairs. hehe =p

hold on, before i forget..
this is a message for melissa!

(for ur information who dunno melissa, she is famous of her NOT SO FAIR skin)

hey girl, remember last night u were telling me how BLACK is better than WHITE?
and u said that u are like BLACK PEARL shining bright! REMEMBER That? hahaha. i thought u were talking crap.

till... i found out that ppl act DO like black pearl! haha
SEE THIS!



hahaha.. cool right?

*lalala* now time to go eat. I hate this moment. WHY? u always hear this.

er. eat what ar?
u choose la.
i dunno.
anything.
i ok with everything de.
u say la.
erm.......

list go on. for at least half an hour b4 decide where to eat.
then, in the restaurant... WHAT SHOULD I EAT?



haihz. [ adat yang patut dimansuhkan ]

if everyone could be just like this little girl..
when ask where to eat? MACDONALS! haha.



*continue walking*

oh, look at this model. AIYO. small case la. we also can wert!


go away... please

warning : DO NOT DOUBT US!


we made them walk like hot BABEs!

hahah.. *time ticking*

listening to ~ S.H.E : 七仔

tired

*eyes 75% closed*

6 days of work.
teaching annoying + cute at some point + noisy + not particularly intelligent + funny + blurr students for almost a WEEK.

gosh. half of my life gone. haha. if u see me now, u know what i'm talking.

at last. saturday night. i'm free! BUT.
my dear friend going to India tmr. *sobz*

and i miss my dance lesson this week.
haihz.

really a short post. REASON? books waiting for me to mark. STACKS of it. Shoot.

listening to ~ 星光棒 : 因为我相信

ahh!

why do ppl create blogs?

why would ppl want to have their own blog?

why bloggers even exist?

HATE it..

i've just manage to kemaskini my list of local uni that i want to apply. GREAT! happy happy. its tough when u dun get a PERFECT 4.0 Makes it harder when ppl around u getting it. Haiz.
i'm kinda satisfied with my results until i see the min quilification to enter certain courses in local u such as UM, UKM, USM. why laR.

crush my brain. sqeeze it.
(oh my. not even a cup full of brain juice) shit.

what i did today?
besides having to teach football in school, thanks to shuk ching who gave us 4 movie preview tickets. = water horse =

omg. i must try to remember movies name. the title of that movie.
if not this is what's going to happen!

me : hehe! hey. tmr me going to movie!

tracey : wah. what movie?

me : erm.. erm.. dunno leh. i keep forgetting.

tracey : huh? u DUNNO? u going tmr leh.

me : aiya, no need money buy wan mar.

tracey : ic..

me : i think is something.. erm.. let me think think.. oh! i know! SEA LION!

tracey : huh? sure..? WATER HORSE izit?

me : oh. yes. water horse. hahaha. oops!

hahahahah. damn!



only manage to take a pic.
OH wait. there is one with miss YL in it.



haha.

well. being a teacher in zi wen, there's alot of function u can attend.

~ chinese new year ~



~ buffet dinner at shogun ~

what we took 1st round for 10 ppl!



scary. i forgot how much we ate that night!
hehe. i had fun though.








oooo!

birthday celebration this month!

my cousin bro.. 18th



MEL! (20) haha. old liao lo.



******** IMPORTANT **********

li peng! ur pic is on the school walkways!

LOOK!



want a closer view? haha!

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TA--DAH!



gorgeous!! muahaha.

going crazy @-@

i can feel the EMO-ness filling the air.

i can feel the SAD-nes around me.

i can feel the excitement for those who know they did EXTREAMly well.

hearts PUMPing fast. rapid.

STPM results.

GREAT.

yeah. GREAT.

tmr.... less than 24 hours.

i promised myself i will not cry.

i'm not going to. is what u gain from how much effort u put in.

[ zhong gua de gua, zhong dou de dou ]

meaning ~ if u plant melon, u get melon, if u plant bean, u get bean.

haha.

see u guys tmr! twelve noon.

make the NATION proud ~ people

i'm seating in front of my computer.

looking at the screen.

but listening news from tv in the hall.

i'm excited.

seriously!

this is so fun....

getting lastest updates on PILIHANRAYA.

i love politics.

i'm praying for... *** to win. hahah ( secret is important )

TIME TO CHANGE PPL.

as what the opposition said. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

keep ur finger crossed.
and wait for the RESULTs!

p/s : hannah rocks.

24-hours

i need 24-hours a day.
what am i talking. we DO have 24-hours a day..
but not all 24-hours you get relax.. doing nothing.
more specific : blog

so, miss PIGGY. [u know who] stop saying my blog is like grave.
its not that i like it to be this way.. u know!
ish. [and now u are asking me to watch funny animation?] shit.

hmm, chinese new year is OVER. *sobs* i wish it could be longer.
i love fire crackers...
i love fire works...
i love mandarin oranges...
i love cookies...
i love ang paos...
I JUST LOVE CNY.

overall, my celebtration of cny doesn't change much since... i was ten. haha. not that i was complaining. OH. I LOVE CNY.

THE joy of taking ang paos..



THE joy of taking pics with ur families..





THE joy of eating..





THE joy of playing 'mahjung'



the only difference is THIS YEAR, we went to 'jonker street' in malacca. [did i get it spelled correctly?] damn. the place is packed.



well, two weeks back to school. it does suck being a teacher. worst! if u want to be a good teacher. WHY DID I CHOOSE THE LATER?

haha.

last night, i just had buffet dinner at SHOGUN. with all chee wen teachers.
and.. my other fellow friends. [ san, sian, trace, adel ]
i had so much fun.
PICS will be up soon.

till then. TATA!!!

p/s : i finally finish GREY's anatomy - season 1. (shut up)