scrEAm.

this is what i felt like doing after my TITAS exam 2 days ago.

omg. i should have just burn the book into ashes, stir with water and drink it. ( if u think is pointless... THATS WHAT I"M TRYING TO SAY! ) i cant believed i wasted my time reading ( half ) the text book and tried so many past year papers! Complete pointless. WTF.. so geram!!!!!! The questions all so tough. =( even brushing up ur " tembak jawapan saja " skill wont help u. ARRGH. i'm not going to talk more bout it. End.

feel like committing suicide yesterday.

Just got home 2 hours ago with a more relax mood. Trying to calm down after the DISASTROUS-PROGRAMMING exam yesterday. This is far worst than i thought. When i first look at the question paper, nearly faint. ( hands shaking, heart beating extremely fast ) After two hours of mind bursting session ( but no results ), i logged off the computer, step outside the lab.. saw everyone's sad or should i say motionless faces. ( i'm trying hard to hold back my tears when some of them started crying ) Catherine practically screaming all the way back to hostel. Haha. i'm just speechless. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. WTF.

To cheer everyone up, i dunno who suggested to go Mid Vally for dinner and catch a movie. 16 of us went. er.. *thinking* me, bee, esther, bom, rach, connie, cindy, catherine, mag, philip, frederick, frank, xiao xuan xuan, kenny, holimAR... ( still got one more... WHO?? ar... ) Oh! Quinn... sorry. knock head on the wall - how can i forgot u. ISH...

hehe. to be honest, i have more than 100 pics to post BUT i'm too lazy to do that. so, just a few ok?

#1 - girls, before going out ( bee is going to bite my head off after seeing this pic. HAHA ) but seriously, philip! u are a lousy photographer.



#2 - girls again, at Kim Gary ( the guys went for burger king instead ) eh, this unknown 'quite' leng cai guy can take a photo SO MUCH better than u Philip Beh.



After dinner, went walk around the mall aimlessly! Most of the shop already closing at this time ( 9.45pm ) so, didnt get to buy anything. But.....

#3 - HEHE! suddenly spotted this cute little machine car.



#4 - OMG. as u all know, ah bom is very tiny right? BUT imagine this! She can fit inside the 5 years old toy!!!! wth.



#5 - Another childhood... haha!



*tick-tock-tick-tock*

the movie starts at 11.45pm.... so, what all of us did to occupy ourself? ARCADE. i didnt know so many of us crazy bout car racing games. Haha.. but it was fun! next time go play again..!!!!! =p

AND.. POOL. ( the girls suck at this, but still want to play and laugh. *sigh* )

#6 - poser....


ok. MOVIE! omg. i really dunno how to express my feelings towards this movie. PLEASE go watch Tropic Hunter to understand it. A reminder : bring tissue in. U will 'swt' alot. =S

for more pics, plz log on to my facebook account. i'll try to upload more pics there asap.

p.s : one more week... Yeah!

beat IT.

another 8 hours, i'll be sitting inside the hall together with all my FSKTM-mates doing our FIRST FINAL PAPER - TITAS. =p

i'm not feeling nervous now. JUST BORED.

arrgh... this subject is so annoying. ( until i abandon the text book and go into The World Of Zuma! ) muahahaha.

All the best everyone. Its just multiple choice questions. HOW HARD CAN IT BE?? (wth)

have a good night sleep & see u all tmr! *toodle*

Tag ( by trac )

Its been a LONG time since i reply tags. Guess this would be the first in year 2008~!

* start *

three names you go by:
1) Shin Yeen
2) Shiny
3) Piggo

three screen names you have had:
1) yeenz
2) shiny ( again )
3) -

three physical things you like about yourself:
1) my hands
2) my hair ( at least its better than trac )
3) my lips ( wth )

three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1) my legs
2) my eyes ( especially beside Esther )
3) -

three parts of your heritage:
1) Chinese
2) Johor-rian
3) Perak-rian

three things that scare you:
1) scary insects like cockcroaches, spiders! ( eh, same as Trac! )
2) heights! ( damn. hate this. )
3) horror related things ( which includes.. sexy-ness of J.Loke )

three of your everyday essentials:
1) my Laptop
2) fooD
3) cameRa

three things you are wearing now:
1) spectacle
2) track bottom
3) hair-pin

three of your favourite bands or musical arts:
1) High School Musical ( all season )
2) The Phantom of The Opera
3) Mamma Mia!

three of your fav songs right now:
1) Yang Chen Lin - 左边
2) Yang Chen Lin - 带我走
3) Jay Chou - 给我一首歌的时间

three things you want in a relationship:
1) freedom
2) trust
3) happiness

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1) the mentality
2) the height
3) the way he portrays himself

three of your hobbies:
1) hang out with my friends!
2) taking pictures & camwhoring! =D
3) MSN + face-booking

three things you really wanna do right now:
1) Kill Tracey
2) Stop doing this tag and continue with my TiTAs
3) Go to sleep ( its 3.47AM )

three careers you're considering/considered before:
1) Teacher ( i was naive at age 10 )
2) Doctor ( i was dreaming at age 16 )
3) DJ ( i.... Just wasn't thinking! )

three places you want to go on vacation:
1) Singapore ( so Near yet so Far )
2) Taiwan ( how come this plan doesn't seem to work every year?)
3) London

three things you want to do before you die:
1) Get a comfortable coffin
2) Eat all fattening foods around the world
3) Get a life!


I would like to tag:
- J.Loi
- Rachel Yy
- Frederick
- Adeline
- Frank

* end *

gosh - - - - ~

The whole text book on Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Melayu is waiting for me to explore YET, i come up here doing some random post.

RANDOM..

RANDOM..

RANDOM..

RANDOM..

RANDOM..

basically, this week i used up most of my time STUDYING! ( its a joke ). ok lar. HALF! its boring... so i have to find some other ways to entertain myself.

oh, went watch High School Musical 3 two days ago! with my high school mates. ( san, ting, trac, adel, olie, nikki, jin & her boy ) i cant believed i actually watch with u ppl. its like, half of the group kinda lost contact adi. Haha. Anyway, OMG...OMG.... did i mention before how hot is ZAC AFRON?? *drools*

anyone want to watch with me again? =p ZAC AFRON.

after the movie, nikki suddenly has the urge to cut her hair...SHORT. not shoulder length type but VICTORIA BECKHAM type. ( i think shorter wei! ) i forgot how long she struggle making this decision. In the end, u did it and u look GREAT. no joke. ( sian say u look very WILD now. hahahaha ) k lar. i know u wanna go MOS show off. GO GO!

some pics taken while waiting...


trac, san-poser, me & adel



*kick San away...*



*not letting u in the pic! *



* ARRGH!! ting ( in black ).... why pull me away.... *



oh.. Olie is here!




SHIT. my titas. gtg. [ might MIA for a long time ] sorry ~

DAMN IT.

i hate myself. Seriously.

Arrgh!

i'm trying hard to be more discipline. Keep reminding myself that FINALS is just next week. HELLO HELLO HELLO! wake up wake up.... u have to study. Get the mood. Be scared. Anything. Just concentrate.....

To my *surprise* ( haha. yeah, i didnt expect this could happen! ) ... i failed.

i've been using most of my time online MSN practically chatting nothing useful, full of crappy ideas, rubbish, jokes, nonsense stories. Haihz. I just made a vow 4 hours ago that I WILL NOT SIGN IN MY MSN today-at least! Yeah~~~~~~~~ Amazingly! i did follow what i planned and went to bed before 11pm.

Just when i was about to doze happily into my dreamy world.. MY PHONE RANG! ( a msg from xxx asking how come i so discipline didnt online. ) I cant believe i stupidly open my eyes and replied. OMG! The next thing that happen is at 11.40pm, i'm sitting in front of my laptop posting this bloody post WITH my msn chatbox *blinking*. DAMN It. ( u better stop laughing! u know who u are ok? )

sigh. Calm down..........

Oh ya, just now went dinner in SS2 with philip, rachel, frederick & catherine. It was a smooth ride there. Just turn here, turn there, go straight, turn there again.... Reach di! All so happy that Rachel manage to bring us there! WAH! BUT we lost our way back to uni. Hahahaha. U wont wanna know where we went from SS2. ( dear, dun blame urself ler. We joking ni.... =p after today's lesson, next time pro adi right? hehe. )

ok. Ciao~

p.s. - BEE!! u are right. I just scan through the Titas notes folder and its damn alot. Nearly faint when i was counting the number of slides. *cries* I should start now. YES. so, bye bye~

my Programming...

arrgh. its already 4am. My brain i dun think it belongs to me at this moment, right now. I cant think anymore.

*cry* i stuck at one bloody question for 3 hours ++........ ( bang my head on the table )

Just send my code to philip & rachel. Both of them trying to help me solve the 'spacing' problem. ( thanks ya! )

i better go check the new code now. Bye~

*wooSH*

Study Week..

so sad. Its suppose to be a nice pleasant holiday.... haihz. Instead, i'm forced to use the whole week studying. STUDY!!!! which till now i havent start yet. SHIT. i vow not to go anywhere else after today until exam is over BUT stupid jess 'ajak' me go lunch tmr. ( its just a lunch lar, so i said ok. ) haha. =p

my class ended yesterday ( YES, after that math test ) and i went home straight after! HEH! feels so nice to be home. Then went Sunway with Philip and meet up with our 10th college 'kakies'..

The main purpose is to celebrate Frank's birthday ( i think ) at i-thought-it-was-supposed-to-be-SecretRecipe but-in-the-end-changed-to-McD.
Anyway, Happy Birthday to u! =p

**Me & theBirthdayBoy** + (ah quinn)

8 GONG!! i dun wanna call u this coz its ur birthday BUT its all ur own fault. CIS. who ask u tag me as (not telling it here) in ur blog....

Missing 7. Haihz.


GrouP piC!


After eating birthday cake.. the 'gang' splits into 2.
- movie -
- ice-skating -

arrgh! i wanted to go for a movie. haihz.. but i've watched Eagle Eye! so, guess its faith. ( no, its all Rachel fault! hahah. ) But thanks to u also, i got my First ever skating experience. =p Although i'm still scared, but i did enjoyed. Hehe.


wah. so many ppl.

Yeah~~

oh. SEE this? we planned to form the number 10.


HAHA. sorry. is this pic!


it works! erm, *speechless*

To all my FSKTM mates, happy studying! =p Berusaha lebih untuk menjadi seorang yang CEMERLANG! GEMILANG! dan TERBILANG! wtF. i sounded like Pak Lah. ( ignore that BOLD-sentence ) Jia you Larrr~~~


p.s. - esther & bee, i sure go with u guys next time ok? Promise. *hugs*

sHyt.

my math TEST suppose to start at 10am.
Its already 10.22am NOW! goodness me. the lec still haven finish preparing our ques. damn WTH.

- freezy Gone -

FUyoH. for those who know HER.. i'm sure u get what i mean. Haha.

jess, u cant call her 'freezy' anymore. SO not fun adi right? nvm, wait half a year more..... ( touch wood ) oopS. did i just mention Ley Yeem?? haha.

to think of how i spent my WHOLE afternoon seriously is SCARY. *pinch my butt* luckily there's still the feeling of pain. Stop wondering. Just imagine sitting on a chair for 3 hours plus. ARRGH. how big is ur butt also will become numb ok?!

KimMarie must be feeling rich today la. They must be praying for more customers like tracey ( who got PERFECT hair quality ) to do re-bonding. GOODNESS ME. when we asked how much is the price : JENG JENG JENG.... ( shit. i sounded like jess ) .. RM 300 without treatment and RM 415 with treatment. Almost fainted. Obviously struggled around half an hour to decide to go for 300 or 415. The smartest thing is : tracey brought only RM 150. GREAT. ( what would u do without me ) haihz. Finally i decided for her. Take 415! u HAVE to prevent ur hair from more damage adi. No choice. =p

Look how happy she is! *act cute ni..*


arrgh. i decided not to waste my time. SO!! hehe.

snaP shotS 1


snaP shotS 2


snaP shotS 3


TRACEY : hey, come come. FAST! take pic together....
ME : got ppl see lar...
TRACEY : *look around* eh, dun have adi. faster!



hahahaha...

After that, we fetched Adeline to Summit. She so eager to take her pre-ordered Jay Chou new album. ( haihz. jay chou fan~ ) besides taking her cd, she probably got nothing else to do. ERR. except.... taking this pic.



oh ya, we then go 'pasang' our new spectacles! hehe. no preview for this lar. ( i'm not showing that pic! adeline, u know what.)

~ going back to uni again tmr. ~

p.s : HOW CAN I MISS THE DANCE BATTLE!!!! shit. wth. wtF.

Sunway Pyramid

yes. Again. i'm back there ( sorry, i went there ) today with college mates ( about 20 of us i think ). Dont worry. We didnt go everywhere together acting some sort like gangster or what ok. The group split into 3 parts where some went for skating, some decided to go Shopping while me and the rest went for a movie - Eagle Eye.

I've got a confession to make. I SLEPT IN THE CINEMA! goodness. this is like the first time i actually doze off... summore its a action movie. WTH. The movie - Eagle Eye is pretty good lar. Worth watching it JUST that i'm really tired. Over exhausted. Sorry~

Had a hard time thinking what we should have for lunch. Finally... Secret Recipe! I remember how often i went there last year till i stopped myself from stepping into it. Ahh. but that was long time ago. The food here still taste good. HAHA.


had my fav Choc Banana cake for 'appetizer'!

Aiks. I forgot to take pics of the main courses. NVM. still got 2 other prettier pics. Muahahaha. ( tak tau PaiSeh )





YeahLA. The movie start at 4.30 which means we have around an hour time to do practically Nothing. Obviously we went searching for some entertainment. OOO! guess what. The Skating Ring! saw Andhie, Ai I, Ho Lim, Yi Yen, Quinn, Tze Hua, Frank, Ah Fei & etc... FUyoH! most of them quite Pro adi. ( hehe, some "touch-touch-hold-hold" ar! naughty. ) =p

Besides that. No need use brain also know lar. CAM-whoring.

Venue : Washroom


wah! catherine, sio ken & bom ( 3 first-timer ) End up they syok-sendiri More than me. WTH.


can u spot the Missing human-being?

CHUAH BEE TING. ( insisted to take this particular pic. For blogging purpose. Haihz )



Cannot stand. *bluek*


Dinner @ Waffle World!


Hehe. Special thanks to ah bom for this lovely pic.

Oh yA! miss Sio Ken!!!! very evil girl. everyone was suppose to order something like :

THIS



OR THIS



OR OR OR THIS!!



Who knows..... she ordered this Portuguese Tom Yam which smells SO TERRIBLY GOOD eventually make all our food seems tasteless. WTH.



SUMMORE CAN LAUGH HAPPILY!



*arrgh* i'm feeling hungry again. WTH.

- the eNd -

finally, everything have come to an end. Well, maybe not EVERYTHING.. assignments still waiting for me to complete. At least for Pesta Tanglung ( both PTUM & PTCC ) events ended wonderfully.

PTUM ended on tues ( 07/10/08 ). hmm, the whole event was nice but i dun really like it as in dont have much feel towards it. Dunno why. I'll do my part as an AJK just because of responsibility and obviously Rachel. This girl ar, will be the first to volunteer stay back or whatsoever to finish jobs that others doesn't care. Haihz. How can i leave u alone doing all this?? Anyway, that night performance was nice. =p Hehe. I dun really have pics to post bout coz dun really have to mood and time to take. ARRGH! ( whatever.. )

~ me & my exec ~


~ with dear rachel ~


~ esther, cindy & bee ~



Change to PTCC ( 10/10/08 ) of my college! wOOHAAA..
Great job guys... i know some of us didnt sleep for few days to make this event work, but its worthwhile right??? although that night there are some problems with the multimedia, but its ok! I feel that overall its amazing. At least we ( maybe not all ) enjoyed. Haha.

-sketch- YEAH... luckily for us, mic function pretty well. All of u really born actors and actress lar! damn Geng! can send our sketch video to Oscar adi. Muahaha. But thinking bout it, BEE ar... u! before the first scene curtain open, come run to us and tell the "bulu ayam" for "mama" to clean house GONE... make me so scared. Shit lar. HAHA.. goodness. Ahh. Luv u ppl. *hugs*

-hipHop- HAHAHAHAHAHA. i'll never forget our slogan : HOR YI SI!!! damn funny. how we present the present to our dear senior Kai Chin... the way we keep wave-ing.... and "die still cannot die peacefully".. Our faces when Kai Chin start her sentence saying : next move VERY EASY only... etc etc. Seriously, i enjoyed spending time practicing with u all. Everyday dance till 3 something in the morning! wah..... haha. I know we thought our dance performance is over UNTIL the news that we have to perform at KPS next Wed. OMG!!! scary lar. The stage kinda Huge right??? nvm lar. HOR YI SI~!! jia you jia you! =p

erm, i got hundreds of PTCC pics. But damn lazy to post here. Go facebook see lar. i hope i'll find time to upload it ASAP. Just a few previews here lo k? Haha...

#1 sketch ( b4 performing )


#2 hipHop girls ( after performing )


#3 Ten-Ten 'gang'


#4 Ten-Ten 'gang' Again


#5 FUyOh... Bee-da-Director & Rach-da-SU


K lar. i have to stop right now.
programming also haven start. Shit.

preparation for PTCC

everyone in 10th college is BUSY! really no time to have a break. even at this early morning around 4am, some of them still hanging tanglungs at the lobby...

Just had my bath coz we practice our dance till like NOW. whole body start to ache di. WOO WOO... summore got 3 patches of blue-black on my knees. ( but worth it lor! hehe... ) all my dance-mates ( mag, ken iu, lee yin, frederick, kenny, ian & jim ). big applause for us! from nothing to what we can dance perform this moment, great accomplishment. We want to thank senior Kai Chin for teaching us patiently. =p hope that night... er, this friday night we can go up stage and enjoy our performance!!!! Gambateh~

To all sketch members! i'm sure we can DO it! Keep up our good work!!!

TEN COLLEGE!!! yEaRGHHH......
PTCC-08 Jia you! Jia you! Jia You!!!

12 hours left.

*cry*

woooooooooooooooooooooooo...

i dun wanna go back uni.

i wanna stay at home!!

-shoot-

damn bloody emo this moment. NO. for few hours adi. Feel like screaming out loud.

i know UM and my house is not THAT big, huge, great (whatever) distance. but STILL. gosh. one week so so sooo 'enough' u know. ARRGH! F***

first time feeling home-sick. wth.

HAIHZ. just went yam cha with my KaKies. haha. wei, i damn no life lar. HOW!!!! can save me out from my hostel next week anot? ah san..... *begging u sincerely* ah.. Sian now having fun in Poppy ler. (with her new bought dress! muahaha.) WHAT am i DOING??? playing ZUMA the whole night. Shit.

Ah. love u all. MuaXX!



p.s : Miss Loke. why didnt reply my msg?????????

Jessica Loke

i just went to ur blog http://www.p-a-s-s-i-o-n.blogspot.com/ after 'sending u to bed' & wishing u nightmares instead of sweet dreams.....

well, to be honest! i really wanted to strangle u when i saw the post about -Disturbing Profile Pictures- wtf. Stupid girl. ur lucky i'm not beside u right now or going to meet up with u tomorrow. but if i'm ben ur DEAD at this moment!

until i read the post -Jess Feeling Nostalgic. Again.-
WHY u go write something like this!!! make me EMO gila. HATE u lar. u know how much i miss all of them.
those were the memories we had. we OWNED. i wonder if there will still be more of US in the future. Haihz. *prays*

again. i miss u all~

Craving..

now, back at home. seems like everything look exactly the same before i left BUT strange... there's just weird feelings and thoughts coming out. I dunno why.

on the journey back, traffic seems to be smooth. Its not a normal sight though, when it used to be bumper-to-bumper-crawl type of driving. I guess its due to the Raya festival. Most ppl staying here were back to their own respective 'kampung'. I was back to mine for 3 days. Cousins are all grown up now. No more running around the house, playing some brainless sword-fighting (without sword) or even pretend to be Power Rangers. AH! kinda miss those times when we're still young and naive. Grandma not able to walk as fast as before... but still wish to help us anyway she can. (Thank you. Love u lots!) Since young, I always wonder why grandma weep every time when we're bidding goodbye to her (not like we're not coming back to see her again). Just now, she cried again. I feel sad this time. Thinking, the possibility of us not seeing her again definitely not ZERO... haihz. Nothing is Impossible. Nothing is permanent. Suddenly realized how important it is to cherish all the moments u can have with ur love ones.

Things changed as time goes by....

What i craved is different now.

- i used to love Amazing Race. I cant miss even one single episode. Even watched the repeats of it.
- i used to love Taiwanese Drama.
- i used to love any types of reality show.
- i used to love Formula One car racing. I followed each race and the news of the drivers (oops. driver) closely. HAHA!



Even my all-time fav :



i stop eating it for quite some times... i still remember why! haha. i think its during the time i'm in upper six, baskin robbins came out with a BUY 1 FREE 1 promotion. Went there with my buddies dunno how many times in a month. Yeah la, i summore so greedy go 'da bao' around 20 scoops of ice-creams back home. ARRGH! after that, really see baskin robbins will feel like throwing up. AIKS. until recently, the craving for it came back so pulled tracey along to eat with me. (love u dear!)



last time, we used to take pics in a big gang. Many of us. But this few months, its like just the miserable 2 of us! I miss everyone. =( Really hope this coming December, everyone will be back here!! (although.. it might just only half the number of us. Haihz.)

Things i really crave??? *blink-blink*

- i never actually like my mum's cooking. But i stop complaining bout it now. Haha. After eating my college food for 3 months, cant stand it already. Home-cooked meal is still forever the best. Ah... i'm going back there in a few days time. Suck.

- i never actually like donuts. But i dunno for what reason, i gave myself the chance of gaining weight. Maybe the thought of becoming fat due to Donuts are much better than due to Curry + Santan.... I think i'll just put the blame on J.Co



- i never actually like shopping. But after going uni, seems like i enjoy it very much. no matter how busy..... Arrgh. Shopping is fun WITH money. *cries* (trac, how we wish we can get few more bags right? haha.)



Hmm, going back to college this Sunday. Feeling bit down.

Nonetheless, i have my so called '9 ppl' gang! Life become so much enjoyable hanging around with them! muahahaha. Miss u all!



and.. a random pic lar. HAHA!



= see u all on Sunday =

apologize!

sorry my fellow friends...

i'm back at my hometown now which is in Johor. I just managed to squeeze few minutes time out ( right after my dinner - right before my drama ) to post a really short message here. ( well, there isn't any message la actually. ) Haha.

i should be back Subang a day after tmr. I'll update then ok? STAY TUNE. =p

Luv u ppl! Miss me...